RuD - In SearCh Of SuNRisE

2008-06-17T02:35:00.002+08:00

1st day of Special Term II has started, for that i have to go back to bloody singapore 2 days ago and leave my beloved family and the wonderful time we spent together during my 5 wks in medan. for the first time in my life, i felt homesick. haha.. wished i never applied for this summer class in the first place, but now it's too late, i have to undergo it nevertheless.

as expected, the number of ppl still staying here can be counted by fingers. but i enjoyed it. lol

today i went for 4 hrs lecture which is an interesting subject imo, but the atmosphere + lecturer's voice made me drowsy so i can't help falling asleep a few times.. wondering how i will fare in this subject. after that went to appeal for one bloody AHSS subject. then spent my time catching up the animes which i haven't watched while playing.. guess wat? Pokemon!! hahah, so childish of me, but i kinda felt nostalgic with it, so i played. not important really..

while in medan, i could watch euro. here, hmm, kinda difficult or impossible to watch live at least. well, i'll just download the semifinals and final match later.

yesterday i started to pack some things. i threw away my 3 semesters worth of lecture notes and other useless things. then i put my 3 boxes of Gundam, some shoes and some small sized books together inside a box, then it already filled up, now i started to wonder how many boxes and baggage i need to pack all my things. lol!

back to my Code Geass R2 epi 10, while Pokemon Emerald is also on~

listening to: Coldplay - Violet Hill

Updates..

2008-06-03T15:06:00.003+08:00

Well, been absent for quite a long time. Time to do some update here.

I'm back in Medan now, enjoying my 5 weeks holz. less than 2 weeks to be enjoyed though, going back soon to bloody singaporictic hell. LOL!

While in medan, all i did was eat, play game, watch dramas n movies, sleep.. zzz.. what a boring life. but i fully enjoyed the blissful moments with my family.. =D

Now, some jdoramas to recommend: Pride, Bara no nai Hanaya, Kiken na Aneki, and Ima Ai ni Yukimasu.. I fell in love with Takeuchi Yuko, which starred Pride and Bara no nai Hanaya. woohoo.. she is just my perfect type of woman. darn.. hope i will find someone like that in real life.. :X

I want to share my opinion on the new price of fuel [BBM]. I think that the new price of fuel is very reasonable, cos the price of world's fuel is increasing to a very high price also, so the government have no choice, or rather choose the best choice that is increasing the price of fuel itself. Because if the government keep on subsidizing the fuel's price, with the current economy condition, it will just keep on getting worse. But still, out there still got many idiots and leechers that accused the government of not thinking of poorer people conditions. they are already helped by the BLT(bantuan langsung tunai) of Rp 100,000. Rp 100,000 per person! how is that not enough?? how will Indonesia get better while many of its people still think of themselves and never think for the good of the country..? got one asshole politician Wiranto, provoking people with its advertisement, saying there is lots of options still available besides increasing fuel price and saying the government just want to make poor people suffer. but he himself never give even one idea that will solve the problem. when i think of it, i think Indonesia will never have a bright future if the people still cannot wake up and the corruption still infesting the politician and government.

not important really but i hope many idiots and leechers read this post and realise their actions.

Top song of the month:
Ari Lasso & Bunga Citra Lestari - Aku dan Dirimu
Tangga - Kesempatan Kedua
Ungu - Untukmu Selamanya

Updates~

2008-02-04T00:56:00.000+08:00

i'm back back back BACK!! :D

After months leaving my blog not updated, here i am, in just okay condition i guess. listening to L'Arc~en~Ciel's newest album, Kiss (damn nice, oh how i love japanese songs, dramas, way of living etc. :3) , while trying to understand n figure out how to solve CPE205 lab problem which will commence in 13 hrs. this term is the most busy term in my entire 4 year long computer engineering course >_> for this term i took 23 au in total, consists of CPE205-Operating Systems, CPE206-MicroController/MicroProcessor System Design, CPE207-Software Engineering, CPE208-Instrumentation & Data Acquisition, CPE279-DDP(Design & Development Project), HP802-Working in 21st Century. phew, shocked by the subject titles? haha, wait till u see this. every CPE subject has labs~~~ DDP project takes my entire recess week + 1 week after final exam, we'll assemble n program a robot which acts like a mouse and later must be able to get in n out of a MAZE @_@. CPE207 project consists of 70-80 student doing the same Public Bus Service Simulator. CPE206 lab uses a $1000 Educational Development Board, which is a circuit as big as my laptop. CPE208 uses a $200 circuit board, which will be programmed using Assembly language (different from what i used last term--has to study the language again =_=). CPE205 uses C++ language which is again a new language to me =_='

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

But I still be able to allow myself to watch at least 1 movie a day. haha. watched lots of good movie lately. Wedding Daze is sweet n funny. Hitman is cool. Jump In! n You Got Served is so damn cool. Warlords imo is just ok. Remember The Titans is touching. Sydney White is funny. lots of others~

And yeah on Tuesday night I'll be back in my hometown for CNY!!! Ah, what a nice relief before deadly weeks ahead. I dunno whether i should be happy or not at this point. >_>

Friends here is as NOT FRIENDLY as always. :@ have to do everything on my own. ah~ how i missed high school~ all the laughters n joys we spent together~ all the tears n sadness we felt together~

k, i'll end my pointless post here. Wish me luck so that i can survive this term, that's all i have.

Music of the week: L'Arc~en~Ciel - Alone En La Vida :D

Find the way..

2007-10-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

Doushite kimi wa chiisana te de
Kizu wo sei outo suru no darou?
Dare ka no tame dake ja nai miushinawa nai de
Doushite boku wa mayoi nagara
Nige dasu koto dekinai no darou?
Nozomu no wa hikari sasu hi wo hi wo...

FIND THE WAY
Kagayaku sora ni te wa todoka nakutemo
Hibiku ai dake tayori ni
Susunda michi no saki hikari ga mitsu karu kara
YOU’LL FIND THE WAY

Kimi wa itta nagai yume wo mita
Totemo kanashii yume ga dattato
Sore demo sono sugata wa sukoshi mo kumora nai
Boku wa itta naite iin dato
Zutto sobani ite ageru yo
Hoshiino wa daki ageru te wo te wo...

FIND THE WAY
Kotoba nakutemo tobu hane wa nakutemo
Midasu kaze ni makenu youni
Ima dare yori hayaku itami ni kiduke tanara...

Kotae wo dasu koto kitto subete ja nai
Asera nakute iin dayo anata mo...

FIND THE WAY
Kagayaku sora ni te wa todoka nakutemo
Hibiku ai dake tayori ni
Susunda michi no saki hikari ga mitsu karu kara
FIND THE WAY
Kotoba nakutemo tobu hane wa nakutemo
Midasu kaze ni makenu youni
Susunda michi no saki tashikana hikari wo mita... YOU’LL FIND THE WAY

Translation:

Why is that, with your small hands
you try to carry the burden of this wound?
It’s not for someone else’s sake, so you’ve lost sight
Why do I, when I’m lost
I can’t seem to escape?
You need to see the light, the light...

FIND THE WAY
If you can’t reach the sparkling sky with your hands
Rely on the love that echoes within
and push ahead on this road till you find the light
YOU’LL FIND THE WAY

You said you had a long dream
a very sad dream
But still, that image has not been dimmed at all
I told you that it’s okay to cry
I’ll be here to life you up
All I want is to take your hand, you hand...

FIND THE WAY
When there are no word, and no wings to fly with
don’t be thrown in chaos by the wind and lose
You need to realize you pain faster than anyone else...

Surely, there’s no answer for everything
But there’s no reason for you, to be impatient about it...

FIND THE WAY
If you can’t reach the sparkling sky with your hands
Rely on the love that echoes within
and push ahead on this road till you find the light
FIND THE WAY
When there are no word, and no wings to fly with
don’t be thrown in chaos by the wind and lose
push ahead on this road, and you will certainly find the light... YOU’LL FIND THE WAY

Lyric by: Nakashima Mika
OST Gundam SEED

Secret

2007-09-16T03:45:00.000+08:00

Just watched Jay Chou's newest movie, Secret <不能说的秘密>, which I downloaded from mIRC a few days ago. Omigod, I'm at a loss of what to say bout the movie. It's just sooooooo romantic... Yet so sad.. Kwai Lun-mei who plays as Lu Xiao Yu is so cuuuute and beautiful, and the romantic scenes between Jay who plays as Ye Xiang Lun and her is....... Oh, i want to be in that situation!! XD Highly recommended according to me, coz I liked every single part of the movie, well, there are some "artificially-altered"-scenes near the end of the movie, but hey it's not that significant. There are also many music played in piano in this movie, cool. My rating: 9.5 / 10 (0.5 because of the ending and the flaw in the graphic near the ending of the movie). Who wants the movie?? It's already in DVDrip format. :D

Follow the notes upon the journey
At first sight marks one's destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty keys

Untitled

2007-09-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

My friend just sent me this song, Backstreet Boys - Inconsolable, it's very nice. Try it out!!

Lastly, hope I can pass all my current difficulties and problems as soon as possible. Phew... ><

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2007-08-27T15:40:00.000+08:00

Flu..
Bad headache..
Sorethroat..
Signs to get cough..

It started 2 days ago when I got sorethroat, I thought it was nothing, maybe I just need to drink more water. But it persists till the next morning, and I thought maybe it needed more time to subside, so I don't think so much bout it. Went to play badminton n do some work-out at gym as usual. Then came home and took a bath. I started to get signs of flu, and worse.. headache.. Ugh.!! I thought I could handle these, so I continued with my programming project, simulating an Elevator. 1 hour, 2 hours, and 3 hours passed.. Then I gave up, coz I just kept on sneezing. I decided to take a nap. I woke up an hour later, just to find nothing feels better. +___+ That nite I spent an hour playing game (can't help it coz I'm getting stuck and stressed-out with the simulator) and resumed my Elevator simulator. Kay, I'd better call it a day, while my sorethroat is getting worse and worse and my nose has became stuffy. I'd had difficulty sleeping. Then I fall asleep from exhaustion, and find myself awake at 6 this morning. Wew, not enough sleep.. Ends up with me sleeping thru-out programming and digital systems lectures. Zzzzz..

Back to study~~...

Lovely day

2007-08-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

Today is kinda special, I feel like I've done many things right my own way. Things like I could get my lab works finished (though it took my entire lunchtime to finish it.. and I skipped my lunch... +__+), but i feel contained and got some kind of satisfaction. Then the following lecture, it feels easy to absorb what the lecturer said. Well, that things rarely happen to me, so I feel happy today. ^^ Then I spent my 3 hours spare time before another class in the library, doing french homework, doing math tutorials, then I met Ricky who is currently studying in KL, he visits our school to take a look. Happy to meet my former classmate of course. N I dunno why today is special, maybe it's just how I see things now. And if it's so, then I have to thank 'sOmEoNe' for opening my mind and guiding me to see things from the bright side. Thanks gurl!! Hey, I know how u can handle things urself, but trust me, u r not a strong gurl, no matter how u think u r. No one is strong, well ok, maybe u r stronger than before, but u r not strong enough to take on every problem ahead. So, don't mind to rely on ur friends!! We will always be there to help. Just share ur problem with anyone, and it can lighten ur pain and burden, I tried it.

Just as I expected, my body is aching from badminton + heavy work out yesterday. Dunno when this pain will subside. QQ But nevermind that, I'm returning to my lovely hometown tomorrow!! Though just for a very short duration, just 3 days, but feel happy that I can be relieved a bit after my first 3 weeks of my 2nd year. And I'll be skipping 1 lab session, hope it's not a tedious one, coz I will be doing make up lab alone. ><

that's it for today, again thanks gurl!!

Lots of things

2007-08-19T01:36:00.000+08:00

Hm.. Yesterday I spent almost my whole day doing tutorials and study a lil bit. I don't know that studying can give me... err, I dunno, I got this kind of feeling, satisfaction maybe? Haha.. I never got this kind of feeling before, I always think of doing tutorials and studying is a burden and a duty. Now that I know how that feeling feels like, I'll try to do it happily next time. But I never wanna be a nerd. So also play hard!! Hehe.. :P

A lil recap on what I've been doing these past few days. Friday, first time attending the CPE204 (Discreet Math) tutorial, omg, the worst tutor I've ever met in my entire terms here, instead of explaining the difficulty that we encountered, he swarmed us with thousands of theoretical questions. Spending 1 full hour babbling about something not even relevant with the tutorial. As soon as I got back, I changed my class so the tutor will also change. Relieved that I still made it in time. Phew..

Then that night I went to vivo with my friend, wanting to meet someone who will be gone for long long time, well, we spent 3 hours straight waiting for him/her. Thought he/she will never come, I'd already been planning to go back from the frustation. But, luckily he/she comes, if not, he/she will face my wrath..! Huahuahua.. Kidding!! ^^ Feel happy to be able to meet him/her. He/She has been very nice to me for as long as I can remember. Thanks!! And to all my best friends who made my life colorful, thank you. Blessed to have all of you as my friends. Had a very yummy dinner at White Dog Cafe, thanks for the recommendation!! Then we went to the rooftop and sat there chatting. The environment there is just nice and perfect for slacking and chit-chatting. Hehe

For my third term, I registered 6 modules, 4 core modules (3 of them have labs ><), 1 french module, and 1 math module. Till the second week since school started, I've already done some bad things, skipped 2 lectures and skipped 1 french class. And I already started to get confused in CPE201 (Digital Circuits and Systems). Bad bad bad.. :( And also I received an e-mail that was obviously not addressed to me... yet.. >< It concerns our 4th term DDP (Design and Development Project), it says the lab sessions will also be done within the one and only week of recess and another 1 week after the final exam. What the... It is already called recess, but instead they planned the whole week to be lab sessions. ZzZz... No break for next 4th term eh? And no break even after the final exam!?!? It means I am already doomed. Kyaaaa~~~ HeLp HeLp HeLp!! Seems like SCE students is always being bullied. Our final exam schedule is always the last one to finish, while most of other courses' students already got their freedom, we would just started the first exam. See? And also SCE modules seems to be the most difficult one in NTU. Sometimes I regret to have chosen this course. Y.Y

Well, need to get some sleep now, tsukareta.. Later in the morning I'll go to play badminton and get some work out at gym. Nite world!!

New term, new life..

2007-08-08T11:18:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I last blogged. Been quite busy these days, since a new term had just started on Monday. Well, I'm quite busy coz now I have to take care of my sisters problem since she entered the same uni as mine. I took care of her computer needs, accompany her to take care of all the administrative problems, well, that kind of things.

Just the third day of the new term, but I already skipped 2 lectures. gOOd start rite? lol But luckily it still covers the easy part, so I can still learn on my own. The lecturer said something that scared me the hell out of it, "Your honeymoon is over!!". Oh my, he said my first year is a honeymoon. Haha, he don't know we suffered a lot as Computer Engineering studs.

Well, these days I filled my days with lots of DotA, catching up animes, watching movies, listening to music. But the busy days are coming, need to wake up from my immersion in the holiday mood. Need to stop my addiction to DotA, need to start to get some proper sleep, need to stop my habit of sleeping throughout lectures, need to stop skipping lectures and tutorials, generally need to change my every bad habits that is engulfing me. Hope can pass this year safely.

Pheeew...

2007-07-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

So tired and sleepy today... It's chilly, a perfect time to lay down in bed.. But I've got to wake up at 6.. my whole body is resisting to get up from my fluffy bed... Today is the 49th day since my grandpa passed away, so there is some kind of ceremony to be performed. My uncles and their family came from Jkt so we have to... (u know wat i meant..) tired....

Not to mention I couldn't take a nap.. TT so i spent my whole afternoon till now changing my blog's skin... playing with HTML code i barely understood... haiz... hahah... but, no regret, the outcome is perfect... haha..

Processing...

2007-07-23T14:28:00.000+08:00

Gw lg dlm proses baca buku harry potter: the deathly hallows neh... uda ampe hlmn 375.. so far bnr2 menegangkan banged... dari awal ampe skrg gw baca slalu ada aja yg seru.. susah lepasin klo da mulai baca.. hahahaha.. tar gw comment d stlh gw siap baca dlm max 2 ari lg... hahahah...

A great day starts with Basketball...

2007-07-13T16:54:00.001+08:00

What a perfect day for a nice basketball game..

Today will be the last time we play basketball together before we went our separate ways again to our second years of study.

Today we've got 10 peoples playing: me, Sendy, Jansen, Thomas, Rustan, Wendi, Julius, Jeffri, H.Hans, n lastly our "superstar" Irham. haha.. why do I call him superstar? well, he played the best today, and he's just come back from China. haha... It's fun to play it like how we were a year ago, though many stars are missing, like our charismatic captain Wira, and Kent who plays at it's best when paired with Rustan, hell, it's like they're synchronizing u noe.. haha..

Tomorrow Jeffri will be back to Aussie, take care bro! cya soon I hope.. haha...

Hope this friendship bonds will stay eternally.

The Order of the Phoenix

2007-07-13T14:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday I went to the theatre with Ctine, Ate, n Ren, well there should be 2 other guys besides me, but Rus cancelled in the morning, saying he's got something to do, and half an hour before the movie starts, Sen cancelled too, saying he's got problem with his car.. that left me being the only man... haha.. that's not really the point is it? :D

well, all i can say bout this movie is, A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!
Nymphadora Tonks(Natalia Tena), Hermione Granger(Emma Watson), Luna Lovegood(Evanna Lynch) is so lovely in this movie...
omg, the graphic is damn cool, although the sound is average..
but the story line is a bit disappointing, a lot of important scene is not shown there.. one of them is when Harry and his friends are inside the Department of Mysteries, there should be scene where they struggle against the creatures and things inside the rooms. the other one is when dumbledore n voldemort fights, the statue in the fountains should have come alive. But the jackass David Yates disclude that.... +___+

And what irritates me the most, in the novel, Cho is not the one who report the D.A. to Umbridge n her Inquisitorial Squad, it is Cho's friend, someone if I recall correctly named Marietta. but this movie made Cho the villain, omg, i wanna kick David Yates' ass!!